DILEMMA!

It's nobody's fault but my own.

I can't cry about it if I'm not willing to do anything about it.

I'm talking about my recent dilemma about getting a new job

or sticking with the one I already have.

I need more money, that's certainly true.

I also really love my current job, low pay and all.

It has it's perks... a summer off to enjoy house sitting someone's

gorgeous lake house piece of heaven.

I'm with my family.

Sure, being broke sucks. But having money isn't everything.

And I always survive.

I'll try not to complain, if I don't take a new job.

It's coming, this I know. But I do love these summers....

maybe just ONE more?

On My Mind

On my mind:

Thinking about the last day of school and missing "my" kids. Will I see them again?
Going back to summer term. Dropping math. Am I doing the right thing?
Get a summer job? If I like it, don't go back to the "school" job?
Work vs. college?
Quilly getting old.
Matt going off to Job Corps. Our last summer with him?
Emptying the garage.

Just to name a few.

Yet, even with all this "thinking", I know that things ALWAYS work out, no matter what.

So, instead of worry about it, I just think about it, instead.